learning...learning and learning more....

nivedita smita pooja who the hell are these women...why this intense need for low key low involvement affairs with unmarried people of the opposite sex...

is industrialisation, commercialisation a driver of the need for sex...dont i enjoy these minor flirtations...

what crap...

so chirantan...there u r....things are moving at last on ur baby right..

and ur boss who thinks u r his son believes u r a ganjaa addict who takes ganja every day ...thats an awesome judgement man...am completely zapped...for me to think the way i think the way i behave the way i do my things do i need to be on dope ...to behave that way...

am i so untrustworthy, so unbelievable that i am being branded as a gaanjakhor...save someone's souls buddy...someones surely.

the paper seems to be coming out on 12th july the innovation awards is on the move a book can be visualised. so et and staying here is on the move. or is it! trust, whom do i trust, assurances given, or myself that if they r really, REALLY actuated i am ready to take on the mantle.

its been sometime since old friends and interactions have happened. bhatta, ashish, sat, sanyal, reddy, ketan, sur, raghu, and surely how do i mention him last i dont know..but lovely ratul...even nunu is out of range too...


is there any learning from the flow of events the last two days. yes there are but for that i will have to wait to get out of the system and take a deep breath and closed eyes and think about things the way they happened...

yes she wud be happy knowing things are moving, irony is i cant even inform her...good good i like this held up gush of spirit in me, hidden, it will come out when it has time in full gusto.


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a game theoretic approach between he and she....

he likes she as much as she likes he...
he interacts with she and is the first one to fall for she as is usually the case :)
she understands enjoys the control element she has on he..
she however doesnt give herself completely.
then he gives himself completely, and she realises that its not done...she likes him and now her true woman comes out somewhere deep within she realises that he is more than just a liking...

but then she started of thinking that he was just a liking..how cud she forsake that belief..

she doesnt. he realise she never would.

result - peaceful silence and separation...hahahaha :))

now she understands she had gotten in him and he realises that he had gotten in her which they were looking for, sob sob they didnt believe that at the beginning..

i think the fault is with the system..which makes us very suspect of everybody around....

that same old banglaa saying, bisshash e haraaye bosto...manush ke bisshash haraano paap..nope i must not do that. i shud be aware but must not loose trust...face reality however tough that might be but stand up to it....

rest life will go on ...

quite a crap note this...but nevertheless my daily quota of jottings...

more later....

`thechild.