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I'll never let you see
The way this broken heart is hurting me
I've got my pride
And I know how to hide
All the sorrow and pain
I'll do my crying in the rain
If I wait for cloudy skies
You won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes
You'll never know
That I still love you so
Though the heartaches remain
I'll do my crying in the rain
Raindrops falling from Heaven
Could never wash away my misery
Since we're not together
I pray for stormy weather
Raindrops falling from Heaven
Could never wash away my misery
Since we're not together
I pray for stormy weather
To hide these tears I hope you never see
Some day when my crying's done
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool
But 'til then darling you'll
Never see me complain
I'll do my crying in the rain
To hide these tears I hope you never see
Some day when my crying's done
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool
But 'til then darling you'll
Never see me complain
I'll do my crying in the rain
Raindrops falling from Heaven
Could never wash away my misery
Since we're not together
I pray for stormy weather
To hide these tears I hope you never see
Some day when my crying's done
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool
But 'til then darling you'll
Never see me complain
I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the... rain...
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Yesterday my shifting was complete. After 25 years of living with a variety of relations, mother and father, sister and friends, flatties and everybody else, at long last, there is a corner in this world where i am on my own.

It was a peculiar feeling. While i anticipated ecstasy to engulf me, i found it was quite contrary in reality. On one hand, the place, with its cosiness seems to have showered on my first home coming ever since i have been travelling the last 7 years, once i got out of home on my way to roorkee.

On the other hand, this place was more in the striving for getting a better control on life. To plan out better for the turbulences and travel ahead. Maa said it nicely, yday night when she gave me a ring. She was expressing her fears about how far and how wide and how long would i like to keep this bohemian existence going.

How can i help it was my initial refrain? But then, i think i can, if i want to -- right now i dont want to be very frank. As a result, i think this new place should be the ideal launcher for a new peaceful life.

Starting life anew, didnt i say that yday. Yes life anew it has to be. With better control on yourself. There is a whole host of things to do in this new place. But i guess it would be nice. Planning life ahead. Building up a house just like writing a novel. And with the laptop in life should be better too despite the loneliness.

That is about it for the day...hoping to be back soon.

`thechildstayingsolitaryandblissfullyalone.